What's your biggest life long struggle? Mine is weight! It has always been weight. I hate my fat. It is my thing that I have never been able to concur. I have always been the biggest one around. A little on the chunky side for a big part of my life. Then I had babies. With the babies the weight piled on... and now my baby is 4 and 1/2 years old and the fat is still hanging around. I am sick of it.
I have good self esteem. I am good at a lot of things. I have succeeded in most things that I have tried, but it's this one battle that I keep fighting and keep failing at. I think about all the things I could do better and be better at if I could be more fit and healthy. I want it.
My down fall.... well it's a nasty four letter word. Something that you must have, but only in good and healthy ways. My downfall is FOOD. I love it! I love to bake and cook for my family. All happy and fun occasions are usually based around food. Not a healthy salad either. Good ole southern hospitality food. It's my thing when I am happy or sad. I lack self control. That's all there is to it.
I want to kick this in the bootie once and for all. I want to win. I am not use to losing. Especially when I am the one in control of my own fate. I hate that I keep losing.
This morning I started a new journey with a good friend of mine. We both need to lose quite a bit of weight. We are at different phases of our weightless/working out journey, but we are both striving to live healthier happier lives. We have small goals we are wanting to reach all with one big final goal in mind..... GET HEALTHY!
Now, I say this seriously... PLEASE pray for us as we go through this journey. I need the strength and the inspiration to do this. I have failed at it a lot.... I need God to help me WIN this! I am praying that God will keep me from temptations and give me the strength to get my bootie up and hit the gym with workouts that COUNT! I wanna WIN.
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-Holly
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